I shattered someone’s heart at 0:00am and it’s her birthday. What have I done. A drop of fury and a ripple of sadness. There are many days I have disliked myself but today I hate myself to death.
I am a beast living in a human vessel.
- i-am-no-1 said: I understand, my dear. I am here if you ever need someone. I’m sorry things are rough, but I do the exact thing x
- toinfinitybeyondeternity said:take all the time you need to heal. 😌
- eraintrx said: People don’t recover the same way. Tell them that you just need more time. Sending hugs and love to you!
Thank you ladies. I appreciate the support from the bottom of my heart and likewise I am always here to help. Have a lovely day/night.
Why do people have to misunderstand that wanting to be alone is a bad thing. I know it worries some people around me as I’ve gone through depression twice and during that time I somehow managed to not leave my house for months and be all gloomy like a haunted ship. But that isn’t me now.
Yeah I am in a melancholy state, I’m heartbroken, I’m hurt but I now know it will eventually pass off. I’m not giving up. I can’t give up and I should not and I don’t want to give up.
I just wish people will understand that sometimes people like me need to be alone once in awhile. On the other hand, I see where they are coming from. They are just worried that I’ll end up swimming in my melancholy state and retreat back to my hermit life again.